it really feels like rolling a joint, having a spliff or cut the powder and have a sniff, hold on dear no matter how many lemon life throw back to you collect it. Don’t feel bitter we have long way to go. Inner voice rings a bell into my consciousness.

Now get back to regular stuff..umm…i don’t think i was productive at all, all day long i tried to excite myself with various electrical shocks, may be because i need to revive, perhaps i need new fresh air, i need new angle in my life, possibly i am dead already and i don’t know it yet, seems like all my desperate attempt has lost in vain.